Current mood: quietly rebellious
Currently listening to: Badly Drawn Boy - "The Shining"

You know, Life, you and I are going to get along just fine, whether-you-like-it-or-not.

Today was wonderfabulous sorta-of-- blah blah blah.
But life, give me coffee.

To watch them, to listen, you just knew. You just knew that was it. And then he said, "And you know, you can be up here, too--one day-- if you like. And only if you like. My message to you is to do what you want to do, for if you don't, there's no other way."

And he is so incredibly right. And I figured it out... I suppose the reason the it that won't be got considered was not to let... others down. Low, no? Yeah, low. Not to let others down. That word-- "others"-- including more people you can imagine and a list that would make you look at me and say, "Fran?!"

But then, life, you try to shake that.

*spoken in a very Kathy Bizarth-ish way-- as in, as she would when she gets angry that the choir did not perform to her expectations when she never directed nor told it what to do in the first place* NO! NO! NO!!!

NO! I have my mind made up. Please don't throw doubt pie in my face!!!

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease don't. I will do what I am going to, I will be let.
Can't you just nod quietly!!?


I played some BDB and things were better, but some weights are overwhelming sometimes.


So, Life,
get
over yourself,
come
take my hand,
and let's live happily ever after, okay?
Please?