samedi, octobre 29, 2005

wow.

Currently listening to : Adem - "Everything You Need"


All you need in this life--

it's not just getting by; it's not thorough analysis.

This week has been amazing. I'm overwhelmed with awe at the growth that has come of it. I was busy-being and busying and rustling and racketing insanely and then I had the revelation. The thing is, there are endless adaptations to our singular lives that allow it all to just work in so marvelous a way it's incomprehensible! I'm so amazed. It's this cycle-- this cycle of nonsensical contempt and eventual total recovery that steals your breath.

I mean, mon Dieu, just look at it: the simplicity!
All the complexity assembles into one beautifully simple line. A complex simple line. The wind grazed the water, and I was taken aback. It's so hard to achieve, but then there's that other thing--
yes, that other thing, you know the one-- the one-- the one where you understand. All of it-- the whole thing-- swirls together in an overly orderly manner and then you just grasp it and consequently go out with joy.




My biggest obstacle is learning that not everything must be understood-- that there is so much release in adoring the life that is presently happening as we prepare for one that just promises to kick an even more major one.